"Why can't I say what I'm thinking?
Why must I hide what I'm feeling?"
Thursday, August 6, 2009 / 8:56 PM

A few hours before I turned 1 year older.

Well, for the past 18 years of my life. The road is never easy. To see my love ones come and gone. Meet new friends from all ages of life. Make new friendship bonds and break some bonds. Get to find friends after I lost touch with them for many years. To meet and interact with people who I thought were scary but actually they weren't. To do things which I thought I will never do it. Learn to care about people around me. Enemies were made. Friends become enemies and enemies become friends.

Whatever it may be, the past is the past and it is time for me to look ahead and beyond the horizon. Look for the bright future because for every darkness there is always light at the end. My life is never easy. No one in this world live a very easy and comfortable life all the time. Everyone are bound to face obstacle along their way.

Well, now that I am-soon-to-be nineteen, I am just going to be one year before I reach 20 and I am going to miss the number 1 at the front of my age number. (As in the 12, 13) What am I going to achieve before 20. Am I going to continue study like any normal students at my age, working before I am being enlisted for NS or do something which no normal students ever thought to do? Well, I know what to do but I am not going to list it here but one day I will.


Well, anyway, do you ever wonder what I do when I am bored at home and sick? I can't even go out. Ever wonder? I do not always watch the television, play games with laptop or sleep.

But anyway, here I am going to share with you.

To kill time when I am sick and these are the 5 basic favourite things I always do.
1) Smack any mosquito that fly by.
2) Clean up the house.
3) Stare at the plain-white ceiling doing nothing.
4) Think what should I do next. Meantime, smack any mosquite that fly by.
5) Repeat the process from 1 -4 if I do not know what should I do after staring at the plain-white ceiling.

Well, that is all for now. I know my post is wordy but hey, I do talk alot. I hope you do not mind.
cheers!

syahrum~







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Hear us out..

What I really wanna say is you stay on my mind.
And I die everytime, that you're not around me.
What I really wanna show you is what's in my heart..
But I stop when I start, keep it locked inside me
What I really wanna do is just scream it out loud,
get the message through.
What I really wanna say is I love you..



Done by: Fiie